Sunday, May 24, 2009
Hey people...This week was great...it was a mixture of happiness,sadness,fustration,madness and confusion.The start of the week was with a movie"THE UNINVITED".Went to watch it with heen and wani at Iluma.Thought that the moive was gonna be scary and spooky like "THE COMING SOON"but was not up to my standard.CEH2..Anyway one of my distance aunt had passed away,this is the third death in these month.
I was superduper angry with my mum..first thing she comes home late coz of overtime and secondly she told me that she had to work on sunday..OMG!wth man!its sunday and you wanna work..i was freaking mad with her.sometimes people tink to much about their work and have no time to think about themselves or their family.I have to suffer by doing all the housework..Oh God! On friday,we had teambuilding for the april intake..they had fun games for them to enjoy but the weather was freaking hot and i got darker...hate that!
At times im so confused coz i want it so badly but when it comes to me i feel so guilty like im betraying someone.Sometimes when i see people with it,it feels as though i want that too..but when i see the problem that lies on it,makes me feel better just being with myself.Just me and no one..not even family.Nobody would understand its feeling..maybe im cursed with no ****.Im sorry to the person..for the lie.I couldn't help it...i might have missed the words that you told me but i seriously can't help you by saying nice things which would make you happy coz you are jus a friend not more than that.Sorry friend i have a life to go ahead with.I'm clear with what i want in life i dont wanna hurt myself anymore...the feeling of it has made my heart numb.Maybe i dream too much of the whereabouts of my "SH".
4:26 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009
Heya!I have been very stress with my stupid computer as it has been giving me so much problem...anyway everything is alright now.Lately i have been hearing about deaths...which is very heartbreaking...So went to visit my dad's mum who has been very sick that she has lost her memory.Half the time i was only saying my name to her..sad to say she only remembers my brother's name*sobs*Haiz.Late in the evening i had to attend a funeral. One of our family friend's dad had passed away...the whole funeral thing reminded me about my grandmother's(mum's mum)...2 years back.Its so heartbreaking..your loved ones living you..you could never see them anymore..you cannot talk,hug,smell or kiss them.But the memory stays there.At times i feel as though she has gona for a hoilday and would be returning soon.MISS YOU SO MUCH PATTI!
The times we used to play,talk about her life...really i play games with her.Cant believe that 2 years has past without you...even though you are gona you will always be in our lives...living with us in every breath.Labels: Im relieve that everything is back to place.
9:50 AM
Friday, May 15, 2009
Past two days I have been busy with SC stuffs..had graduation rehersal and the ceremony itself.Heen and me have been busy with the blazers too..oso had to come from class and help out.But its alrite its our duty to do it.Im reali mad with some people who are so selfish that they onli think abt themselves.SELFISH BK!.....SO IRRESPONSIBLE!
After duty went to meet priya to collect my new handphone...haha...very excited
the whole night was uploading my music...and was very tired from the ushering
Anyway yesterday was so damn bored...came to school at 8.30 for debrief then went for pe...later had lunch with fathin and wani.JWP lesson was cancelled so went to SC rm to slack but end up watching Shutter and Dead silence...heen and me was shouting at the top of our voices...heheLabels: Feels like missing you
8:23 AM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Baby Narean
Yashnee(Dora)& me
8:33 AM
Monday, May 11, 2009
Mother, you are the very first that I knew of this life,This beautiful life you've given me.For your love, I owe to you each breath I've taken From the instant you heard my cry as I entered this world.Somehow I knew, even at that moment,That you loved me and would protect and care for me.As a small child, you were all things to me...Provider, teacher, nurse, and guardian from harm.You held my hand when I was uncertain, and Allowed me to grow with confidence and strength At my own step and pace.Today, I'm no longer a child by measure in years,Yet I am often comforted by The sweet remembrance of all those times.Recapture the kind of closeness that Only a Mother and child can share.Happy Mother's Day..I Love You Very Much
9:20 AM
Friday, May 8, 2009
Hey blog! Life have been so stress up nowadays.i realli dun why dey have do tis to me...All they think abt is their life.Why do you have to do this to me..tat makes me hate you...but i dun wan to..P has becoming very very cranky nowadays.i know u are stress but why must you make it so difficult for us..sometimes it feels as though im with someone i dun know..Hope everthing will be all right after a few days..Labels: sometimes its hard say it loud
8:43 AM
Friday, May 1, 2009
Hi!tis is my new blog and tis is my very first blog.Well the start of my day was quite bad as my back pain has started...then help my with lunch (learned how to cook hor fun).I guess i will have visit my grandma later in the evening.alrite i'm gonna rest nw.
2:25 PM
Baby Narean
Yashnee(Dora)& me
At last i could upload my pictures taken on mother's day.mum and me went to cck and had lunch..then met auntie to go to my unlce's hse and we celebrate with all the mothers..Later went to jurong to my cousin's hse and play with my DORA niece and nephew(both super naughty).
